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| Well, guess I lied about getting on here more when I got the laptop. I'm just too busy to get on here much. Well...I don't guess a lot has really changed, I finished up high school with my same old class since preschool. We had a fun senior trip even though we didn't really go anywhere exciting. I haven't been doing much exciting this summer. I usually just work, work, sleep, and did i mention work. I usually work 70-75 hours a week between my two jobs. I still waitress at the Mexican place and I work at a genetics lab for Missouri State University. Its pretty fun. I am also busy trying to help my sister plan for her WEDDING!!!!!! She is actually getting married....never thought that that would happen. (hehehe) She is to wed on the 6th of October. My love life is pretty much the same....Jacob and I where actually officially going out for a while there.....but that ended shortly....now we fight and make up and fight and make up....and I don't know how this last fight will turn out. I will be moving to Branson soon to start school at College of the Ozarks and he will be moving to Springfield...which I found quite interesting since that means he will only be like 30 miles away from me instead of like 100. What a coincidence. And as usual I still care for Andy but he is still with Karey...and now she has convinced him to not go to college this year and he says that he is just going to wait a year and go! (ha! yeah right i know him too well...he wont go!) He will just get her pregnant again! Hello trailer trash....its too bad.....what a waste of intelligence........Oh well nothing I can do. Hopefully I will update sooner next time. Love you all academy friends...... | | |
| Wow....writing on here seems so foreign to me!! Its been like forever since I have been on here. Well lots has happened I don't really know what to say......Um well I'm still going to college and high school I am taking 10 hours this semester which is a nice break from the academy. Next semester I am taking 16 hours and still going to high school. I also work two jobs...I am a waitress and I work at a fruit experiment station for MSU. Um....I'm kinda sorta with Jacob still but not really. We are not together officially but we get in fights a lot but then he goes all sweet on me again and I go back to him like always so I don't know what we are. I just cant stay away.....I think it is an addiction. Also my friend Andy got Karey his girlfriend pregnant and I actually got really upset about it because I knew that that meant that we could definitely never get back together....yeah i know i still have feelings for him but I know I cant do anything about it and he has feelings for me but it just doesn't work. Then like by her 3rd doctor appointment they figured out that she had lost the baby. He was really upset though, I feel really bad for him. But they were not ready at all and she said that she didn't want the baby anyway. Well I don't know what else there is to say I think that is everything pretty much up to speed. I will try and get on here more because I am getting a laptop for X-mas so I will be on more. | | |
| Things between Jacob and I are better. We are talking again. I want to just be friends with him and hang out over spring break and such but I don't think he wants to. But I think he is considering it more now than he was when I fist mentioned it. I cant wait to be home to hang out with my friends and now I am single I can go out with them and not have to worry about Jacob getting mad at me!!! I hope my friends still want to hang out with me.
On another note I am really really stressed out because I have 2 tests on Friday my chem II test and Calc I test. I don't know how that is going to go I know I have been working really hard on Calc for like the past 2 weeks now and well I still feel like it is a foreign language. I am trying soooo hard it isn't even funny. I don't know about chem all the equations get jumbled up in my head too bad and I mix all the calculations up and I get a really bad grade. OWLS are saving my butt in that class. Anyway well better go and work on OWLS and do some more chem examples. | | |
| Here goes.....Well tonight was...umm....I don't know....CRAZY... in a good way and in a bad way. Well first off it was sooo much fun because I went to the drag show and it was really fun and I TOTALLY GOT A LAP DANCE FROM THE MAIN GUY!!!!!! he bounced around on my lap for a long time...and then I smacked his butt!!! hehe it was a BLAST!!!......Then I saw that Andy had called me during the show and so I called him after. He asked me if I had talked to Jacob and I told him I had earlier before I went to the show. Then Andy was like...um....."He got busted"......Jacob got busted for alcohol. He got a MIP (minor in possession) and well that is not a good thing. Even though I knew he was going to drink tonight the story he told me tonight was that him and his friend Avery were going "Camping" at the lake and well the story I heard from everyone else was that he was going to a party out at "Loggin" which is a main party road....I thought that this was interesting since one doesn't involve girls and the other does and a lot of them.....Well I told Jacob that Andy had told me and well that made him all mad....Even though I know Andy was just looking out for me. So, Jacob tells me that "He changed his mind" and well I know for a fact if I had "Changed my mind" and not called and told him he would have crapped his pants and started beating up every guy I know. Ughhhhhh RETARD!!!!!! Oh well so to sum it up I broke up with him....I just haven't been feeling it for him lately...the chemistry just isn't there anymore. So I said this time I was absolutely serious... and all he said over and over was he didn't care. So I said FINE! So, hummmm.....the single life.....I don't know what to do with myself...I haven't been single in a year and 17 days!!!! crazy!!! I guess I will get used to it if I haven't forgotten how to flirt! | | |
| Well I have a situation......I WANT TO GO TO PROM AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!....This is a problem because I live really really far south and Prom is April 1 and I need to leave here Friday after class on March 31....BUT I DON'T HAVE A RIDE........If there is anyone that is going home that weekend that lives remotely south and has room for 2 other people (Sarah C. is my date!!!) I would GREATLY GREATLY GREATLY APPRECIATE A RIDE ANYWHERE SOUTH...my parents can meet from there but they wont come ALL the way up here because they would have to take off work and they cant.....so if anyone is going home that lives anywhere from the the south side of Kansas City or more and had room for 2 more people that would be AMAZING!!!!!!......I might buy you like a cake and smother you in hugs...or caramel...whichever you are more comfortable with...hehe......but anyway...spread the word you xanga readers to the anti-xanga people.......THANKS!!!!!~~~ Kenzie | | |
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